FuturePosted on 2009.03.17 at 17:04
I know that it has been forever, but I've been thinking A LOT about the future. It's actually really scary!! I'm scared cause I don't know what I'm going to do yet. I plan on graduating after summer quarter which is coming up faster than I ever thought would happen. My lease is up at the end of August. I feel like everything that I know and that I'm comfortable with is ending... so now what? So many un-answered questions... what do I want to do after August? Do I want to move back down to Seattle-ish area with the parents? Do I want to stay up here? What am I going to do job wise? Ah, just writing this journal entry is making me more nervous... but I know that I need to stop worrying and just think that everything is going to end up fine. Haha, I'm just gonna try not to think about it and just wait and see.... maybe something amazing will help me make these decisions... haha... I'm so optimistic!